I’m emotionally drained. Going 49 days without seeing the one who lights up your world is exhausting. I’m upset and torn and I don’t know what to do and all I need at this exact moment is for you to tell me that you’ll love me no matter what I choose to do whether you think it’s right or wrong and that you’ll support me. My mind is screaming at me to quit but I’ve been so involved for 12 years and that’s too much to give up for my senior year. Even if they do belittle me.
Words can’t even describe how happy he makes me. I’m just overwhelmed by his charm. I’ve never felt like this before. We stayed up until 4 in the morning last night and it made me the happiest girl. He told me how much he loved me, and us, and our relationship and the way he described it, is something that i will never forget. I miss him so much. Distance is the hardest thing ive ever had to go through and its harder with him. i just wanna wrap myself in his arms and never leave. He’s amazing and kind and i can be myself around him. I wish that i could put how i feel into words but it just isnt possible.
I love you Matthew<3
I know people change and these things happen, but I remember how it was back then. Wrapped up in your arms and our friends are laughing, cause nothing like this has ever happened to them.
-Taylor Swift
Just accept the fact that I miss you. Don’t question that or tell me that I’m wrong.
Don’t take advantage of the time you have with them. Cherish every hug, kiss, and “I love you.” Appreciate the little things, because those are the things that I miss the most. Engrave their face into your memory; soak up their scent. Don’t have silly little fights, because there isn’t time for that. And most importantly, remember how lucky you are to have them there in your life.
(Source: joyfus)